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Hating You From The Beginning

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Parts 53
Time 5h 56m

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[COMPLETE] 

"You know for someone who's a virgin you sure do talk about sex a lot." He says. 


"You should see the type of books I read. As for the virgin part, I'm sure you can rearrange that right?" 

"Be careful what you wish for." He whispers soon after. 

~


18 year old Kailani; kai, has always had the perfect life. The perfect parents, the perfect brother, the perfect social life. One tragic event this past January changes everything.

Packing up and leaving her home, brother, and bad memories becomes easier once she meets Rebecca Grey. Kai begins to think that she'll be able to repairs the wounds but one tall mysterious roommate will make that difficult.

Will the 20 year old Roman Grey; twin brother of Rebecca and roommate of Kai let his unknown hatred towards her get in the way of falling for her and her unfiltered personality? 

they say you can't break whats already broken. will kai and roman be the ones to prove that theory wrong? 

published 4•5•21

completed: 6•1•21

labeled mature due to cussing, sensitive topics, and 'other reasons' 

PREVIOUSLY KNOWN AS'Just You'All Rights Reserved

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