BULLY MY HEART
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He made my life a misery.
He left me with mental and physical scars.
He called me names.
He made me feel insecure.
He made me want it all to end.
So why does my heart flutter when he walks by?
Why does my heart drop when he is gone?
Why do I feel fuzzy when his arm brushes mine?
Why do I feel cold when he isn't holding me?
There is only 1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
I Love You...
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