Because You Didn't Love Me
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Ongoing8m
Last published Mon, Nov 3, 2014
I fell asleep one night and didn't wake up because you didn't love me. I had blades hidden in my drawers all the time because you didn't love me. I would wonder how to make a noose with some rope at home because you didn't love me. But if you loved me, maybe I could have lived with the fact that I'm imperfect. If you loved me, maybe my mother wouldn't have to cry. The hated,
Lacey Wilmite
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