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Lazy

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I am Ella H. Balgos,
I love many things especially puppies and the rain.
Small things makes me smile easily.
I don't have any accompany in my house since my parents already abandoned me.
I even easily get excited when someone gives me small flowers like daisy, it means so much to me!

But they never gave me flowers and it's fine, I understand we're not that close.

Many people are not that nice to me, but it's alright since I experience the hardships they have been risking to face too. It's hard to trust people these days.


I wish we could hang out more.

And I wish I have more friends so I could introduce them to my teddy bear!

But all of these are only wishes I am not sure I'll have.


And actually... I frequently wished to be happy too.


This is my Lazy representation of my life I guess!


Welcome, You are as beautiful as always.



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