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My Tears Used To Drown Me, But They Helped Me Swim...

ShesMadButShesMagic

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Reads 1,280
Votes 66
Parts 15
Time 38m

ShesMadButShesMagic

Mature

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I'm Star, I'm 15 years old and this is my story...

Star's 15 when she runs away and goes to London. Dan and Phil are the only people who know. She's been swimming for 18 months now, thanks to Dan and Phil, but one day the current is too strong...

This is about the past two years, since she met Dan and Phil, and she couldn't wish for better friendsAll Rights Reserved

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The Forest (Tubbo X Reader) by pineapple_people10

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Family by Phanta1

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Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

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