Trepidation // H.S
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Last published Wed, Jan 13, 2021
He slowly turned back around to me, his jaw clenched tightly. "What did you just say?" he hissed at me. I examined his body language. His hands held in a fist so tight that if he squeezed them anymore he would cut himself. His jaw was so tight if you tried to pry it open you wouldn't be able to.
Holy shit, I pissed him off. Someones sensitive.
"Oh, so you're deaf too? How nice." As the words left my mouth, he charged towards me. Before I could swing the guitar at him, he grabbed it, throwing it on the ground.
He pinned me against the wall, his leg in between mine. One hand was on the wall next to me, pressed against it so hard that it could leave a dent.
The other hand was around my neck.
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Trepidation - a feeling of fear or agitation about something that may happen.
CONTAINS VULGAR LANGUAGE / ALCOHOL ABUSE / SEXUAL CONTEXT / DESCRIPTIVE VIOLENCE / MENTAL HEALTH
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