why me
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Complete Thu, Oct 23, 2014<5 mins
do all dads act like such jerks? do all dads do drugs? do all daughters find they're dads drug tubes hidden? do all dads lie to they're daughters saying they don't do drugs? do all dads not care about they're kids?
no.
not all.
but some.
and the sad thing is the daughters/sons
have to live with the pain, depression, and sadness. living without a father is hard.
why me?
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