*This story is not really a story. Its more like a personal diary where I share tiny bits of my life and how shitty it feels like to be alive. My story is not the worst. I know that. But things are different in many ways for everyone. You might feel like my situation is the same as yours or your situation is similar to mine, but are you as sensitive as me? This is a book full of insecurities. As childish as it may sound, its just it. Nothing too dramatic nor too clichè. Just inferiority complex and similar things. Just take it easy and read it for fun or to waste your time. I'll just do my thing and blabber about how shitty my life is.* !!!Warning!!!Lots of cursing!!!