White Noise
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This is a personal journey, originally a personal essay that turned into far more.
I do warn you, this is not for the faint of heart, this contains very triggering topics:
Mental Health, Sexuality, Suicide, Self Harm, Mental Disorders, Bullying, Medication, Mental Hospitals, Self Esteem Issues, PTSD, Depression,
A story about my Autism, my coming out as Asexual, and my journey of self acceptance, although I do struggle with it still.
Thank you for reading.
~Shaye
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unknown: bro i need my shIT BACK i don't have your shit lol unknown: yes you do just give it back i'm sorry but you have the wrong number ============================== in which alysia, an eighteen year old with a love for photography, receives a text from an unknown number that changes her life. or in which billie, a seventeen year old trying to breakout in the music industry, texts the wrong number. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 1/1/2020 ended: 6/10/2020 ============================== achieved: 🏅#1 in #billieeilish 6/15/2021 🏅#3 in #billie 3/15/2020 🏅#1 in #lesbian 5/15/2020 🏅#1 in #girlxgirl 4/22/2020 🏅#1 in #bisexual 5/9/2020
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