"Don't say goodbye"
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RooDiDooDum
Ongoing, First published Dec 31, 2020
Mature
depressionhighschoolloveoriginalromancesadsuicideteen
"You were my only reason left to live... you were all I had... And now that you're gone, this is my goodbye...."

Emily lost everything in the crash, everything including her will to live... That's when she met him. He wasn't perfect, but he was exactly what she needed... Together, can they survive? Or will all be lost once more


TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of self harm and suicide

MATURE WARNING: again, self harm and foul language
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