𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄. ( Eren Yeager )

༺ Eccedentesiast
(n.) someone who hides pain behind a smile.

In this story, you're an marleyan. You, Reiner, Bertoldt and Annie were sent to Paradis Island to find the Attack Titan and The Founding Titan.

Who knew that you'd fall in love with one of those Paradis Devils which is 𝑬𝒓𝒆𝒏?

&&.

you are feeling nothing. your soul is filled with silence and void, a dark void. A never ending dark void that consumes everything, so you are left feeling nothing. Empty.

you have always been a giver, warm and loving. Even as a child you never cried, seeking to make others happy. Often people sought you in times of trouble and you gave all you had - your whole heart and showered love upon them. Yet when your time to suffer came, every light switched off, you've never felt so worthless or unimportant, For hours you would have no emotion, only an urge to move fast; then all at once you'd be on the floor, overthinking.

your life is now meaningless.

Days became weeks and months for you, and in every single moment of every single day, you ask yourself, why you must still live?? Moments of emptiness still come like an ambush, you don't believe that a special someone will come into your life like a bubble and make your mouth curve into a real smile anymore.

--

She had mastered her fake smile, right down to the wrinkles around her eyes. No one ever questioned her except one person. He saw in her eyes, the windows to her soul, and held on to her as the facade crumbled into a real grimace.

"He was the only one who knew something's wrong with her smile..."

I'm not really good at writing so I'm so sorry!

I'll write with or without readers! òwó

Attack on Titan isn't mine nor the characters. It belongs to Hajime Isayama.

started: 12/31/20
ended:

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