It's about how terrible the first day of a new year went for me. All the emotions i went through in a single day. It's an original short story and a non fictional one. I wrote it on the day of the occurrences because i didn't want to forget any part of it, the feeling, the fear, none of it. For all the teenagers who have grown up in a disturbing household, with non-loving parents, who learnt to bottle up their emotion, who are anxious. I learnt to put myself first, you will learn too.