The Labyrinth Inside My Head

I am 17 now but i wrote this when I was 15 years old. Please excuse all the errors. It's all over the place. I didn't know how to explain how I was felling, I myself didn't know what I was feeling. Writing was a way to understand myself and for two years, i kept it all to myself but now i want the world to know my complexities, my thoughts, my fear.