"lou..." he sobbed. "please just let me be. let me be... let me be." he repeated over and over. he tried to wiggle his hands away but I held tighter. "Harry stop it. you re going to be ok." I told him softly. "we can be together.. but we can't tell anybody." "ok" Harry sighed. "not even my mum?" "not even your mum." I told him. he nodded. "I'm sorry luv."