"I don't care anymore. Since she's long gone, what it's the purpose for me to keep living? Shut the hell up! I'm done, I'm going and I'm never coming back!"
Disclaimer: This story is completely fictional, so any comparison with reality is not intended.
Second Disclaimer: I'm apologizing right now for any possible mistakes in grammar or spelling since English is my third language. I'm a Romanian who migrated to Spain since child, so those two languages comes first.
PS: If you, somehow, feel identified with this, please, ask for help immediately. Mental health is not a joke, and mostly of the time, there will be a way to resolve your problems. Suicide is not a solution. It wasn't and it will never be.