Athazagoraphobia (KomaHina angst)
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Last published Sat, Jan 2, 2021
athazagoraphobia
(n.) the fear of forgetting, being forgotten or ignored, or being replaced.
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Lonely...
Lonely lonely lonely lonely...
Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely...
Good, stay like that.
Stay lonely.
So you won't have to be abandoned.
Though, loneliness is sad...
"Hinata-kun, I don't want to be lonely anymore, please don't leave me!"
"I will never, ever leave you..."
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TWs: Depersonalization, Homophobia, Blood, Abusive parents, Drug abuse, Alcohol abuse, Parents fighting, Sexual assault, Suicide
(All TWs are because of parents, not because of Hinata and Komaeda's relationship)
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Cover art credit: corvidfriend on DeviantArt
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Warning: This is angst! This book is a way for me to express my emotions (specifically through Komaeda) so this will be very, very angsty! This was also not made to glorify abuse in any way, it is very important to the story!
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AU where Komaeda's parents are alive.
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