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Life, death, & the in between

theblairewitch_

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Reads 1,927
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Parts 9
Time 1h 37m

theblairewitch_

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This story is part two to my other story serving the commander if you haven't read that one yet I would before starting this one! Thanks 😊 

Kylo Ren is haunted by his past in more ways than one, longing for his love clouded by the dark side he searches to make his heart whole again. The pull to the dark side is too strong, all of the work you put in to saving him, bringing him back to the light. To hope. Wasted, can she successfully prove that he still has a chance from beyond the realm? Can she break free from the void? Will they have their happy ever after? Is there more that comes along with life, death, and the in between? 

Part two of my fanfic Serving the Commander 

18+ 

Acts of sexual content, death, verbal and physical pain 

Not following the star wars world exactly, things will not always be cannon 

Will try and upload quickly 

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I know it's taken me forever to finally write part two but I'm in the writing mood again so hopefully you guys enjoy! 

I absolutely LOVE reading the comments btw! 

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