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Life, death, & the in between

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Reads 1,851
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Parts 9
Time 1h 37m

theblairewitch_

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This story is part two to my other story serving the commander if you haven't read that one yet I would before starting this one! Thanks 😊 

Kylo Ren is haunted by his past in more ways than one, longing for his love clouded by the dark side he searches to make his heart whole again. The pull to the dark side is too strong, all of the work you put in to saving him, bringing him back to the light. To hope. Wasted, can she successfully prove that he still has a chance from beyond the realm? Can she break free from the void? Will they have their happy ever after? Is there more that comes along with life, death, and the in between? 

Part two of my fanfic Serving the Commander 

18+ 

Acts of sexual content, death, verbal and physical pain 

Not following the star wars world exactly, things will not always be cannon 

Will try and upload quickly 

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I know it's taken me forever to finally write part two but I'm in the writing mood again so hopefully you guys enjoy! 

I absolutely LOVE reading the comments btw! 

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Out Of My Head by willowreads93

A mission gone terribly wrong leaves you mouthing off to Commander Ren. A hangar hijacked leaves you demoted to sanitation crew. A bad joke leaves you #1 on your new boss's shit list......what else could go wrong?....A moment of sexual tension leaving you wanting more from the one man you are supposed to hate with every ounce of your being? Kylo X Reader Top rankings: #1kyloxreader ⚠️WARNING: Content includes smut⚠️ ***First time writing one of these, please be gentle :)***

Renegade - Kylo Ren x Reader. by sithkween

*DARK FIC - 18+* Your whole life had been spent in one confined space, a bunker, under the ground in the far outer rim of the galaxy. You are all alone, hiding from the First Order, a ruthless dictatorship who swore to kill all force sensetive beings at birth. Life is quiet and unmoving, every day the same as the last, until he finds you. The Supreme Leader, Kylo Ren. I do not own any rights to star wars, or the characters. This is purely fictional and loosely based on the sequels.

Stronger Together (Kylo Ren x Reader | Maia) by KenobiReads

I did everything I was supposed to do. I trained hard; I learned strategy; I kept my secrets buried deep. But there had been nothing in my training that could have prepared me for a dark lord taking interest in me. As I stood before the stone carved statue of a long dead queen of Naboo, the feel of Kylo Ren's lips still on mine, I couldn't help but wonder how I got there. How me, a person of little importance possessing no love for the institution we served, had ended up in bed with the embodiment of evil. - This story is written in first person and alternates between you (Maia) and Kylo. It is highly smutty, but tells a genuine story. The inspiration behind this story is my desire to see Kylo written differently. I love the Ren fics I've read, but I wanted to hash out a less abusive Kylo. He is still a dark lord, and he still doesn't wish to be in the light. But when it comes to love, can Kylo be soft? A lot of the story follows canon. The biggest difference is there is no Rey. No hate to the character, she just doesn't fit into this retelling! TW: childhood trauma, smut, foul language, death, violence and blood, stillbirth (not yours), vomit

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To Tend Our Wounds: PART II OF 'TO CURSE THE DARKNESS' (Kylo/OC) by Midnightrose227

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To Try Our Souls: PART I OF 'TO CURSE THE DARKNESS' (Kylo x Reader) by Midnightrose227

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