Gillian
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Last published Wed, Jul 9, 2025
"Min-jun stepped back and leaned his face against the wall. "You are my everything, if you aren't here then I am nothing." He couldn't bring himself to say that to her in English since he knew she was right."
*Pronounced jill-e-in*
。☁︎❀。
Gillian's only wish is to make it through college, unscathed. But after an interaction with a handsome Korean man at a coffee shop, she faces betrayal of many kinds, heartbreak, and the pain of losing someone loved. Having to choose between her life and another, and more endless tragedies. Losing herself in the process, Gillian finds herself hating her own name and the pain that comes with it. changes her life completely, getting through college is the least of her problems. An escape is what she needs, but an escape she does not get.
Will she find true love and finally get her happily ever after? Or will she never be the same girl who walked into that cafe?
A story made by @GrimFace_ColdEmoji🤍
(Much thanks to my friend and family who supported me in making this story!!🥰)
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