Phil Lester, or 'Fag' as he is mostly referred to, was bullied, abused and raped all of his life. One day, a dark-haired boy with gorgeous hazel eyes comes in, and Phil's life changes completely. Turning 18 years old, they both wish for something whom they desire to be with for the rest of their lives... Under the stars. **WaRnInG* This story, as mentioned, contains moments and mentions of sexual orientation, abuse, swearing, and rape. Some parts of the story also contain mentions of suicide, suicidal thoughts, and really informative descriptions of blood. If this story at any point makes you uncomfortable, please leave Earth. Thank you. ^*A/N*^ REMEMBERRR I'm not really sure how long the chapters are gonna be or when exactly the story FINISHES, but meh. Might be endless, might last a few chapters... Idk tbh. But anyway, I hope you do enjoy, and thanks for reading this little (WOAH NONONO) I mean GINORMOUS description and I love you, my little phancakes. Ciao! <3