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He will be leaving soon. I am out of words when he told me that he needed a year to complete one of the requirement. I don't know how to cope up with that. I have no place in his heart, i'm just a convenience to him. Even i knew all that it still really hurts, I knew I'll be alone one day. I already accepted that a long time ago but since the day I met him it changes everything. But who am i? Just a nobody, that no one would care. I'll be starting to zero soon, someone who would be broken and pick up all the pieces again. Maybe that time, my heart would be hard as stone. I can't say the world is cruel, it was I who made a decision and i have no right to blame anyone. Again I have to meet acceptance one more time. Not everything you want will be granted you do, there's a season for everything if God allows it. All i can do for now is to cry my heart out. I can't force what i want. I still believe what is bound to heaven to happen will happen.