Shay's Journal
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\\It's been a week since my best friend Shay hung herself. I can't eat, I can't sleep, and worst of all, I don't think I can function properly without her.//
Sierra Woods was happy, carefree and outspoken all of her life. With her sidekick, Shay Terrance, by her side she could do no wrong. Her life was idolized as perfect, Sierra's at least.
But on the dark thunderous night of October 13th, Shay had hung herself. Suddenly Sierra world went black, the birds stopped singing and the outdoors grew chillier.
But what will happen, now that Shay is gone? Why did Shay leave her? All answers will be found in Shay's Journal.
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