Not my life
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  • Parts 56
  • Time 8h 57m
Ongoing, First published Jan 04, 2021
Mature
"I do not want this life. Why can't you get it? I never loved this. I. WANT. A. BLOODY. NORMAL. LIFE!" I yelled at him. He looked at me.
"Don't yell at me little girl. I f you do this for us just for this time, I can pay your student loans." He told me.
I became silent. I need money. But wait,
"Did you say 'us'? I asked him.
"Yes, us." He snapped two fingers and two people came to the view. My eyes widened.
Oh my fuck!
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Chloe Ariana Anderson is a in her last year of college. She is a nerd. a beautiful nerd. She loves music and books. She wants to be an writer. But what happen when she meet her past again? But this time, not alone.

Xander Dimitri Smirnov is a billionaire who owns multiple companies not to mention a powerful Russian mafia leader. he is a total womanizer. But he gets rejected by a normal girl. What will he do now? 
 
Most importantly what will both of them do when they meet in a different situation? A situation Chloe wants to avoid but Xander loves.

MATURE CONTAIN- VIOLENCE, STRONG LANGUAGE AND SMUT AT THE LAST CHAPTERS

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