The first time someone in my life died, it was my best friend. Because of brain cancer. Then it was my parents, because of a car crash. And now it's just me, Dalia, and Cocoa. I can't lose her too. "We're here for you, whatever you need," Dr. Clifford tells me. She was the only light in my life, but now I have the four of them as well. A/N: I do not own any of the 5sos members or other people who make an appearance in this book. I only own the characters that I create. Enjoy!