"Molls come -" James starts, "No! They lied to us!" Molly yells, Piper and Finn jump up from the sofa, "what happened on the walk?" Piper asked her older brother, "S-She-she-" James gets interrupted by Molly, "I have a twin and you never told me about her!" She screams, Finn and Piper shoot glares at James and Riley. "You told them?!" Finn asks furiously, "It's true?" JayJay asks, looking up to his parents. "Yes because they're liars!" Molly screams, "No, they're not!" JayJay fought back. "Yes. They are!" Molly shouts before continuing running upstairs.
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Until the age of 12, Finn had the worse life he could think of. His parents would abuse him if he was late, accuse him if they did something like break a glass, and shout at him most of the time. But when he finally came clean about his home life to his best friend Lily, she got him out of the house and to her dance studio, The Next Step, where he met the one he loves today.
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Piper is luckier then most, she's found the love of her life, the one she'll marry only at the age of 14. Finn's helped her through her anxiety days, panic attacks and they've had the best dates and sleepovers. But on one of those sleepovers, things got a little out of hand but yet, that little thing is one of the best nights the two have had.
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Now as parents, Piper and Finn go through struggles with their daughter Molly and son JayJay, and help them the best they can, because they love their children. Even their little angle.
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⚠️This book has some mature scenes described, strong language and a tiny abuse mentioned. But at the top of each chapter, I will have the warning sings for you so read those at your own risk. ⚠️
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***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences***
In which she looks for the purpose of life.
Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible.
With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness?
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"So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit.
His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that"
"What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears.
"Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek.
I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place.
"I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again.
Why?
There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add.
Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.