Afraid To Love
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Ongoing, First published Jan 05, 2021
Mature
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Blakely's life is not normal. It is anything but normal.

23-year-old Blakely Farra has had a tough life and past. So tough that she pushes all the bad memories deep inside her head in order to forget. But these memories are not that easy to just let slip. The only strategy to help her cope is street fighting. She is a natural at it.

What will happen when 25-year-old Elio Romero, or should I say the underboss to the Italian Mafia, pisses Blakely off.

Will he save her from the darkness? Or will she pull him down into it?
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WARNING
This book contains scenes such as:
-Sexual assault
-Sexual content
-Violence
-Abuse
-Strong Language
-Suicidal thoughts
-Etc

If any of these topics trigger you, please do not read this book. You were warned.
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Her Saviour

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