My pain
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Last published Thu, Jan 7, 2021
Though,we have all got pains from love,our dreams,life,emotional issues,depressions and many more..
It might be hard for us to let go of the pains caused by our flaws,how we've been hurt,our unsaid unexplainable expressions or feelings,our unfading tears and the unforgettable memories that tends to weak our hearts and we can't let go of it, our pasts are just meant to be sad shoes we have to condem because putting it on like it beautiful again never let us grow or move on with our lives
We have to stop loving in the past but smile to our bright future................
The smiles that hides our pains is heavy,Not known to everyone but to ourselves,it not shown to family,friends loved one's but remain a burden sad stick planted in our heart but for it not to grow,it the right time we have to do something,We all need healings for our happiness to be back right??? Yes we do!!!!
Every chapter here contains how i've been hurt,how i've been working on my happiness and how i changed to be a happy person and lessons have learnt from my life and how i moved on ...........
Copywright on december 2020 by ayomikun aloje.
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