How to Escape The Void

It is a horrible feeling. Being erased from existence. It feels as if you are being shredded to atoms, you are ripped apart and flung across all of space and time. Once The Void has a grip on you, it will never let go. The worst part? Not the agony. Never the agony. The worst part is seeing existence work perfectly fine without you. Seeing your friends age without ever knowing you existed, your children growing up without ever remembering who gave them life. That hurts more than anything. Yet I can do nothing but watch. Then again, there may be a chance after all. I may be able to escape yet. And if I do, I refuse to make the same mistakes again. It may seem selfish of me but I will not go through that suffering again.