Reincarnation: the rebirth of a soul in a new body. Everybody has reincarnated many times, each time forgetting their previous lives. In their new life they explore the different destinies they have. But what if you remember all of your past lives? All the memories, the good and bad, and instead of reaching different destinies, you keep getting the same fate, the same bad end.
Lyra, a 22 year old college student, was living happily in Kyoto, Japan, when she saw someone that looked oddly familiar, and the memories suddenly started rushing in. No matter how many lives she lived, no matter whatever choices she'd make, she would always end up meeting the same man but instead of falling in love, she begins hating him. No happy ending will ever come out of them getting into each other's lives... or will it?
**some curse words have been censored XD
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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