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hi. I'm payton, I'm 19 and I'm making this to hold my thoughts and to rant. Im struggling at the moment and I'm hoping that someone who might happen to cross this understands that they're not alone. This is also to raise awareness on mental health, I'm really fucked up and need therapy ✌️✌️ thank you for taking the time of day to read this, I appreciate you :)
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