Frustrations/I make myself cringe💀
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I want to write how i feel. Maybe it will help me blow off some steam..I hope everyone has better days than me.😊
Did I shed a tear typing this stuff? That's besides the point.
Do I regret getting this stuff out here? Never.
Do I care if I expose real names? I don't. Cry me a table.
This stuff is freaking personal and I've never said any of these things out loud. (They aren't suicide thoughts)
As the cover says "it is what it is"
If you're reading this...good luck..
I also might publish other stuff on here lmao
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