LONESOME

"Who told you that i will came? you asked me for a date, I said yes. Pero di ibig sabihin noon ay di na pwedeng magbago isip ko, Ako ang masusunod kung gusto kong pumunta o hindi!" I shout at his face. how could he rush to my office and wasted my time just because I did not came to that so called date. I the boss of myself!

"Dalawang taon kitang niligawan, iniintindi kita lagi, Ginastosan kita lagi, i sent you a gift everyday. kung ayaw mo sakin tumanggi kana di yung nagpapaasa ka!" Napangisi lang ako sa sinabi nito, Men and their ego.

"Kung ayaw mong gumastos sana di mo ginawa. I never asked you to court me!, you did that yourself, and the gift? send me your adress ipababalik ko sa inyo, that is useless anyway. di ko naman nagagamit. so cheap!" I saod as i rolled my eyes on him. Stupid mankind!

"You! you will pay for this" He said na ikinatawa ko lang. Stupid nga!

This bunches of man is idiot and stupid! They think na mapapabilib nila ako sa mga material na bagay? Kaya kong bilhin lahat ng gusto ko, i can work for myself and they are weak and irresponsible.

Mas may kailangan akong gawin bago unahin ang sarili ko.

Pano ako magiging masaya kung alam kong di pa siya okay?

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"You want me to help your sister? What will I get in return then" Pakiramdam ko matutunaw ako sa titig nito. Ngumisi ito sakin at tiningnan ako mula ulo hanggang paa

"Anything that I can give"saad ko

"What if I want you in return" Saad nito, napapikit ako.

This is for my sister.

"You can have me then"