Listen before I go
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We all have our ups and down moments,were all depressed at some point in our lives!. But there are some who deal with depression on a daily basis, people who live a life of pain. They need our help,our attention,our care,even if they don't deserve it!.
Cole has been assigned to take care of Billie,a young woman traumatized by a childhood memory that has left her with high suicide tendencies.He must be careful what he does and says around her because one wrong word or action could lead to her suicide.
Even though Billie and Cole are two very different people,Cole begins to realize he has more in common with her than he thought after he went through some painful moments himself. Now,they'll be each other's keeper,eachother's best friend!.
And just when Billie seems to be getting better,An unpleasant memory from her past resurfaces causing Billie's Suicidal tendencies to rise.
What would Cole do?. What would BILLIE do?. Would Cole be able to help Billie face her demons and save her life? Or would she do the unthinkable.
'Listen before I go' is inspired by a song of Billie Eilish's that has the same name.
its main theme would be to create an awareness that Depression is real! Mental health issues are real! and there are people out there,young people that are suffering from these conditions who need our help!, our attention,our care!.
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