Swallowtail
ArmiLouise
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  • Reads 1,267
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  • Parts 49
  • Time 8h 9m
ArmiLouise
Ongoing, First published Jan 07, 2021
Mature
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Things felt comfortably on track for Mickey Cowan's life. He's in college, finally dating his high school crush, and it doesn't look like there should be any roadblocks in the way. All he has to do is make it through and onto the next phase of life. 

It was all supposed to be so simple. 

But life isn't usually so straightforward. Perfectionist parents, stormy weathered thoughts, and the allure of a counselor with a pretty blue guitar tend to throw wrenches in most people's plans. What was supposed to be a foolproof plan for the future turns into a mess that Mickey is not equipped to clean up. 

Sometimes not being able to tell the future comes at a great benefit and jumping in headfirst is the only way to move forward.
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