Inner Monologue (Coming Soon)
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MatureOngoing28m
Last published Mon, Jun 14, 2021
This novel is about how everyone isn't who they seem to be. It follows a young woman who struggles with feeling deep emotions due to her own inner conflicts. She has become obsessed with the idea of wanting to experience a deep romantic connection, that she'll do anything to get one. Eleanor is a journalist on a journey to explore love. She wants to learn the blueprint behind the epic intoxicating emotion people call "love" and see if it's what people make it seem. - A/N
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Sometimes, I think I kill relationships for art. Love has never been a strong suit of mine. Probably due to the fact that I've never once in my life experienced it. This is honestly surprising seeing as I'm so good at it. Love to me has always been a job, a new story to write, and something to pass time while I experience the world through my writers' eyes. Don't get me wrong I've always wanted to fall in love but it's just something I never got the chance to do. So, when a certain piece of eye candy becomes the main character in my story, what better opportunity to experience the love I've been dying for than to sit back and enjoy this new story.
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