To Protect and Serve
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Ongoing, First published Jan 09, 2021
Mature
The feeling in my gut tightens as I start to shake, the adrenaline rushing through my blood just now starting to subside, I holster my weapon and keel over on the ground. "What the hell just happened?" I say out loud to myself, as I look at the blurry blue and red lights flashing around me, looking at the dead Pitbull Man that I just killed. What have I done? "Oh fuck..." I say as I get sick. "Hrrmph!" I manage to blurt out as I puke up my dinner on the parking lot of the 24/7 market....I just took another man's life...

In 2020 alone, 307 Law Enforcement Officers have passed away. 

https://www.odmp.org/search/year/2020

As of 2019, a total of 228 Police officers have taken their own life, many of them related to duty-related PTSD. 
https://www.foxnews.com/us/texas-police-officer-suicide-rate

As of 2018, 144 Police officers are murdered 

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/2018/12/27/police-deaths-144-killed-line-duty-2018/2423797002/

Disclaimer. 

This is a fictitious story pertaining to Officer mental health, this deals heavily into politics and suicidal thoughts and actions. 
If you or someone you love is having suicidal thoughts or actions, please contact the Suicide hotline. Your life matters. 

800-273-8255 - suicide hotline
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