Boboiboy was gone. A mission a year ago backfired severely. Yaya was miserable. Grieving, missing, wishing that her husband was here. Unfortunately, things don't always go as planned. Saudade (English: /ˌsaʊˈdɑːdə/,[1] is a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one cares for and/or loves. Moreover, it often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never be had again.