His Eyes

I've been in this place for 9 months, they took me from my family and everything I once loved. My family sold me, the people who are supposed to love and support me gave me away for cash. These boys they bought me, I'm scared. All they are, are Monsters all I am, is their slave. (I started this in like grade seven, it is absolute trash.) (DISCONTINUED SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2021 AT 2:17AM)

"Don't you see now why we can't be together?" I whispered at the crazy boy in front of me. "Aren't you repulsed by me? Disgusted? Dis interested? Can't you just tear my heart out and leave like any other normal teenage boy?" My voice cracked. He simply shook his head. "Sweetheart, I thought I made it clear from the first time I said it," He paused, "I. Like. You." He emphasized every word, and I gaped at him. "Hell of a lot, actually, so it'd be great if you stopped being salty and liked me back." "Don't you get it?" I whispered unbelievingly, "After all that, and you still don't get why I can't be with you?" He seemed relaxed, calm. Too calm for this situation. "My life doesn't involve a guy like you, Nathan. Never did. You're not my knight in shinning armor, and you aren't going to save me. This is reality, the real world. And the real world doesn't have happy endings." ---- To me, there's are six different types of crying. One; The Breakdown. Two; The Longing. Three; The Hysterical. Four; The Broken. Five; The Happy. Six; The Inevitable." ---- This short story is very depressing, I'm warning you now. It may trigger memories, or depression symptoms.

I thought I could trust them to work it out. My parents, abandoned me on the side of the road when I was about 16.. They had wanted to start fresh and I was too close to there past. How am I supposed to live? To love? To trust again? I don't know... But I was going to start again..... Until HE.... Came!

I used to live a normal life before that song competition. I wasn't chased by paparazzi, I lived in a small Island, with a small group of friends and a normal family. I used to hang out with Trevor. He made me happy, thought me how to face the real world. Only I realised how life worked. How it had tricky twisted things. How you walk in life, where theres always someone behind. Then theres the seasons of life. Summer, where I could take a break then I had to go back, again. But this time I could choose, to just stay or go back to hollywood where my dream is.

It feels like I'm living in a world full of lies... My life is full of lies. My life is wreck. My life is a disaster. I want to run but I can't. There holding me back. They keep me chained to this horrible place. The pain they give me is unbearable but I need to survive this hell hole just to escape. It seems like there lies are already enough to give me pain but they don't stop there. They keep doing it as if they want me to be dead from this pain. I was alone. At least I thought I was. Until he came. He was my new neighbor. He is an irresistible bad boy. When he came into my life it was just like your car crashed into a concrete wall and you went flying because of the impact it made. Well that's how its gonna be when he crashed into my miserable life. And he made a big impact and changed my whole life...

Sequel to Addiction: A Jemi Story I start to sob as the last piece of any possible happiness starts to grow farther and farther away from me. My hands are grasping for his, my arms are stretching to be around him, my eyes are searching for his, but I always find myself ending up with nothing. He's not here and its driving me insane, I find myself pondering on whats real and whats not. My only medication is away, wanting me to get better. He said this would be easy, that we won't be away from each other long; but now that i'm here, I feel like i'm locked in a terrible situation that will only leave me mourning for his touch.