in which nick puts flowers on his lover's grave every day. sapnap x george 𝙩𝙤𝙨𝙠𝙖; 𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯, 𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝗮 𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘀𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘂𝗶𝘀𝗵, 𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝗱𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹, 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿, 𝗮 𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗮 𝘃𝗮𝗴𝘂𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀, 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗳𝗶𝗰, 𝗻𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗴𝗶𝗮, 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲-𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀. ~~~ tw: suicidal thoughts, death, mourning, depression, other mental illnesses - word count: 7020