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LIfe After Grace (a depersonalisation disorder story)

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Having you ever had trouble just feeling?
Delilah is scared. She’s scared of the days when she can’t feel anything, any emotion at all.  Scared of hurting people, like she has before. 
Delilah suffers with depersonalisation disorder. She lives her life scared in-between episodes, wondering when the next one will hit. She pushes away any possible friendships and tries to cope on her own. But some people are just too hard to push away...All Rights Reserved

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Holding On To Heartache by Darling28__

Louis is tiered of life. His demons from the past won't let him rest and he's a loner. Nothing worth living for. But then he meets Harry, a bundle of sunshine and slowly the darkness in his life fades away. ---------------------------- The trauma I'm describing in this story is not made up. I researched it to keep the story as real as possible.

The Darkest Door by Kaylinonepisode

Delilah starts seeing things, hearing voices, she has no idea where they are coming from or why they are coming for her. She soon find out, she has the ability to travel inside her head. Is there a method to the madness? Is this all in her head or is there really something more going on?

The Death Of Me by HannahxGracex

A girl has her problems, no matter what happens. There will always be a biological problem with a girl, even if she denies the problem’s existence. She will have your days whenever she is down. Her problems... killing her soul little by little. But she doesn’t always want the death to be apart of her. As she fights her depression, the numbers of scars rising and the blood being lost, Ever-Grace finds herself losing herself. With the departure of her friends companionship and her boyfriend’s love, will she ever be the same ever again? Will she ever be in love with herself like she used to be? With sanity ever be apart of her everyday life like it used to be? Will it come so easily like it once was...? Will anything ever be the same like it used to be or will it ever not? There are so many questions to be answered but nothing that the tendency of being answered. As time passes by with all the stupid emotion, she loses herself. She loses the love for herself that might never return. Or will it? Nothing is guaranteed. Not even the death of me.

I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Where it all began [Larry Stylinston] by frooooggg

A story about a boy who suffers from anxiety and depression. He falls in love with a popular boy but he doesn't know how to express his feelings. He doesn't accept people loving him and when it comes to relationships he tries his best to be okay but sometimes it's hards to continue to fake that smile.

Kill For Me by MindMilliesStyle

Kill For Me ©2020 MindMilliesStyle All Rights Reserved🐳 ■□Description□■ □■□■□■□K.F.M.□■□■□■□ To put it in words, I was their guilty pleasure, their one sweet spot of weakness. Biting my lip I bring myself back to life. "God, I bet they'd KILL FOR ME," I moaned to myself as I bit my lip even harder. □■□■□■□K.F.M.□■□■□■□ Delilah, once a shy little bean but now a captivating woman. A woman full of sparks. Once you see her you will be trapped. One stage is all she needs and one chance is all it takes for you to get lost. Soon you will be telling yourself I would kill to see her. I would kill to be the one she wraps her curvy body around. God, I would kill for her. At least that was what she thought you would think until she met him and lost track of it, that thing you call dance. Ps... Please don't copy my book or Delilah will find you AND SHE WILL DRAGGG YOU!!👀🤨💀😚 STARTED: 03/17/19(I'm NOT SURE ABOUT THIS ONE. MY MIND IS SO BAD. HOW SAD... POOR WHALE *CRIES*) STARTED/COMPLETED: 03/17/19 - 01/02/20 □■□■□■□ 🐳 □■□■□

I Hope You're Happy Now by xxDominikxxx

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?

What Death Can't Touch (A Reggie/Julie and The Phantoms Fanfiction) by AnimatedFanFictions

"Those that we love never truly leave us. There are things that death cannot touch." -Jack Thorne Truer words had never been spoken when it came to Delilah. She was beloved to everyone who knew her, even at the young age of sixteen. She was kind, but unafraid to stand up for herself and others who couldn't do the same. She was smart, beautiful, and insanely talented, being the Rhythm guitarist for her three best friends on the planet, Luke, Alex, and Reggie. They were gonna make it big with their band Sunset Curve and go on to do great things...at least that was the plan. Delilah had been diagnosed with Cancer when she was six, and had been in remission ever since...that is until it was discovered that this was false information and she wasn't suspected to live. She died before Sunset Curve could hit their big break...and before a certain friend of hers could confess his long suppressed feelings for her. Now, having been running around as a Ghost for twenty-five years, learning the ropes and running from the recruitment strategies of Caleb Covington, Delilah now finds herself reunited with her band again and being able to play for all the world to see. And not only that, Delilah and Reggie can now figure out if love is enough to defy death.

Burning Desires by XODanger

They were both so determined to have me. So relentless in their chase. I tried to tell the both of them I couldn't do it. I didn't date. I didn't have sex. I didn't do anything other than what was expected of me. But neither would listen and It was impossible to choose. Both were so completely different. Bleu was calamity. He was whom I craved when I needed quiet and serenity; when I needed to laugh and smile and let go of stress. Bleu was a warm sunset on the horizon of calm waters. An artist whom sought a muse. A free spirit who didn't realize his own potential to make the world a better place. Bleu gave me something I'd never known before. He gave me peace. He gave me a purity. Lucien was the complete opposite; he was tortured and traumatized and so familiar to me. When I needed the voices and the anxieties to disappear, when I needed to feel absolutely nothing but ecstasy, I knew I needed Lucien. He fed a part of me that had been awakened years ago. He fed my anger, my rage, and my fear until I had none left. He also needed someone who understood all that he was, and all that he needed. I had little knowledge of the dating world but they knew that already, and it didn't matter to them. So, I had to do what I had to do in order to protect myself; to keep myself in check and not let my emotions and feelings get too involved. I was only so strong and when two incredible, irresistible, successful men popped up and teased me, taunted me, and begged for me, what the hell was I to do but experience them both... have them both? To have them both and live the lie. Keeping my friends and family whom I'd once shared everything with- on the outside of my personal life. Two chance meetings. One massive lie. And two irresistible men. This would be the biggest challenge Elysia Lockwood had ever faced before.

Spade by anarisss

One thing they always say, be afraid of the one with nothing to lose. Well, that's the case with Evelyn Sullivan. Haunted, full of hate, betrayed, manipulated. Can a broken mind shatter into more pieces to leave nothing behind? Or is the one good thing in her life enough to keep her sane? Then again, when falling down, you hold on to anything, no matter how fragile. What are you willing to settle for, out of desperation?

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The Death Of Me cover

I've Got It Under Control cover

Where it all began [Larry Stylinston] cover

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What Death Can't Touch (A Reggie/Julie and The Phantoms Fanfiction) cover

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Holding On To Heartache

Louis is tiered of life. His demons from the past won't let him rest and he's a loner. Nothing worth living for. But then he meets Harry, a bundle of sunshine and slowly the darkness in his life fades away. ---------------------------- The trauma I'm describing in this story is not made up. I researched it to keep the story as real as possible.