"So you don't believe in god, hell and things like that?" I ask as I raise the toothpick to my mouth and take the olives off it with my lips. Harry looks at my lips then a barely visible small smile appears on his face. "No." "Then what do you believe in? What do you think?" I'm really curious now. "We are all sinners sent to earth to be forgiven." He says and his words cut deep. I don't say anything to that, but I stand up with my glass and walk to the railing, looking down at the stage I think about what he said. "And what if we can't be forgiven?" I try to see through the course of his thought. A few moments after my question, still watching the stage,I feel Harry step behind me. "We get a punishment. Which means you did something really bad." He says quietly, then puts his hand on my throat from behind my back. I could smell his whiskey-scented breath and I had goosebumps as I felt the cold rings on my throat. "Cause I am the worst punishment, baby." // Ashley Brown thought her life was in ruins. After years of torment, one night she will be too curious. Hell actually started there but so did heaven. For the first time in her life, the picture comes together. She realizes that everything makes sense and that there is a bigger picture than she thought. The only question is now, is this a good thing? ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO @lifewithava1d CONTAINS VULGAR LANGUAGE / DRUG ADDICTION / RELATIONSHIP-DOMESTIC VIOLENCE/ SEXUAL CONTENT