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Eccedentesiast

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Reads 11,126
Votes 2,499
Parts 40
Time 4h 49m

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Eccedentesiast
(.n) Someone who hides pain behind a smile

Vayda Collie has always had a hard time trusting people, even her close friends. Thinking everything is better keeping things bottle up she never talks to people about her feelings and no one asks. A fake smile and staying invisible is the best way for her to go. 

Kashton Foster, after his father dying from an overdose, him and his family move to a new town. Dealing with the grief of his dad and having to move to a new school his senior year, he spends most of his time in the gym as a distraction. 

What happens when Kashton becomes friends with Vayda's and he accidentally gets a glimpse of her  vulnerable side? Will she allow him in or continue to push him away like everyone else? What happens when they find out they might have more in common then they think? 

(Rated M for self harm and mentions of suicide. Read at your own risk.)

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