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Eccedentesiast

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Reads 11,107
Votes 2,499
Parts 40
Time 4h 49m

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Eccedentesiast
(.n) Someone who hides pain behind a smile

Vayda Collie has always had a hard time trusting people, even her close friends. Thinking everything is better keeping things bottle up she never talks to people about her feelings and no one asks. A fake smile and staying invisible is the best way for her to go. 

Kashton Foster, after his father dying from an overdose, him and his family move to a new town. Dealing with the grief of his dad and having to move to a new school his senior year, he spends most of his time in the gym as a distraction. 

What happens when Kashton becomes friends with Vayda's and he accidentally gets a glimpse of her  vulnerable side? Will she allow him in or continue to push him away like everyone else? What happens when they find out they might have more in common then they think? 

(Rated M for self harm and mentions of suicide. Read at your own risk.)

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Highest Rankings: 
#1- Insomnia 
#1- Definition 
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Just to Feel | Complete by CharmaineSimsSmit

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Quiet Boy in a Noisy World by xplrrsolby

" It's easy for Sam to become his own worst enemy and he often finds himself thinking and expecting the worst because it seems to be the easiest thing to believe in when he isn't true to himself. He only realizes when he becomes aware of how he fucked up. Like now, he wouldn't say he totally messed up but that changes when class starts and the seat next to him stays empty. He turns his head, eyes scouring the room soon to find the brunette sat in the seat he used to sit in before moving next to him. A frown stretches across his face and he realizes it's all his fault, his heart sinks to his stomach as he sees the gloomy expression he holds. He hadn't realized how passionate he felt about being his friend. " Or, Sam piques Colby's interest and he makes it his own mission to become his friend knowing the hard obstacle it will be when figuring out his trust issues and shyness- however he doesn't realize just how hard it would be to accomplish. With hidden secrets and heartfelt situations, the wanted friendship will either fall through or become something so much more neither would have ever imagined. Things to consider before reading: • abuse - physical + verbal • eating disorder

What Lies Beyond You | ✓ by i-freaking-lo_ove-me

"What did you think would happen?" I asked. "That we could spend every day together, hugging, holding hands, arguing, doing whatever it is I do, and you saying whatever it is you say, and I wouldn't feel anything?" Avoiding him is a challenge since he's her best friend's brother, but the more Daesyn learns about Caelum, the more fascinated she becomes. He's hiding something, and she's determined to get to the bottom of it even if it turns out to be her worst decision yet. Cover by the amazing @addinginfinities_

The Light You Give by lookatlilivy

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