A Feeling

I think I should put a TW on this simply because this is sort of dark and has some themes of s*lf h*rm, SO TRIGGER WARNING!!!!! S*LFHARM/GENERAL DARK THEMES. I'll be making this mature as well. It's not seriously like in your face horribly graphic but I'd still like to take all the caution I can when putting these things on the internet.

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There is something that shakes inside these bones. A terrible, awful feeling that leaves me paralyzed.

It creeps up my neck, slowly, as it begins its plan to attack. It leaves freckled goosebumps down my spine in its path. It kisses my jaw and burns my eyes as it crawls into my mouth, tasting sour and feeling electric.

Bit by bit I feel myself coming undone. Playing with loose yarn, I feel it fall apart as I lose everything I've once built. Standing atop this mountain of garbage which my head lies, bubbly skin infested with maggots, and covered with the stench of forgotten faces.

Tears sting my eyes as I bite back on my tongue growing angrier and restless in my mouth. Ready to spit fire at those who dare extend an arm my way. Mentally, I plan to rip their arms off the next time they do.