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This story contains all parts of the contradictions series. 
Selfishly Selfless:

Fresh out of a terrible mistake, Cara Patterson is hoping for a new start. Finally allowing herself to be completely selfish, she pursues her wild dream of living in London. Leaving everything and everyone she knows behind is quite lonely, but there's some pretty interesting people roaming London, especially at 3:00 am.

Unperfected Perfectly: 

Cara Patterson just can't stop fucking up. Maybe it's because she doesn't think things through. Maybe it's because she lets her heart lead her feet. Or maybe she doesn't let her heart lead enough. It's more likely that the problem is she doesn't know what the fuck she's doing. 

Niall Horan. Everyone has heard the name, but no one knows what is actually behind the name. No one but Cara Patterson. So you can imagine why he feels the need to show up on her doorstep and refuse to leave without her. Or maybe he's just a bit of a stalker? 

They're both a little bit fucked up, but hey, being unperfected is working perfectly for them right now.All Rights Reserved

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PERFECT | 𝘯. 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯 ✔ by cielowritess

"when i first saw you from across the room, i could tell that you were curious. girl, i hope you're sure, what you're looking for 'cause i'm not good at making promises." -one direction, "perfect" ⊱ ────── {⋅. ♪📷 .⋅} ────── ⊰ "i didn't ask to fall in love with you, it just kinda happened." series is recommended to 2020 1D fans who had high expectations for the 10 year anniversary. book is filled with an emotional roller coaster revolving around the main character that has hardly any steadiness because to be fair, I was 14-ish when this series was written- spare me.

Cindelarry by PreciadoA

Since Louis's family died in a terrible car crash when he was eight, he was sent to live with his Uncle Simon and cousins, Zayn and Niall. His uncle is the owner of one of London's most elite golf clubs and has Louis working at the club constantly even more than his regular employees. Louis can't complain his uncle provides him a home and an education so he has to deal with him until he can leave with Liam, his best friend, to study at the drama school of his dreams in the states.Harry Styles is the most popular guy at school and son to one of the biggest marketing executives in London. He has girls- and even some guys- throwing themselves at him to be his friends/lovers. Harry can't complain he's always had what he needed in life or that's what he always told himself.What happens when Harry decides to throw a big Halloween costume party for his last year of school, will a certain blue eyed boy make an appearance and steal the heart of one of London's biggest teenage heartthrob???

Imperfectly Perfect by Liya_Loves_1D

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Please Don't Leave [n.h] // AU by _da_pimp_is_ere_x

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Broken Together by NiallsJournal

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DISARRAY (Niall Horan A.U) by kwrloveseverything

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Fix You (A Harry Styles Love Story) by stylesstud

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