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This story contains all parts of the contradictions series. 
Selfishly Selfless:

Fresh out of a terrible mistake, Cara Patterson is hoping for a new start. Finally allowing herself to be completely selfish, she pursues her wild dream of living in London. Leaving everything and everyone she knows behind is quite lonely, but there's some pretty interesting people roaming London, especially at 3:00 am.

Unperfected Perfectly: 

Cara Patterson just can't stop fucking up. Maybe it's because she doesn't think things through. Maybe it's because she lets her heart lead her feet. Or maybe she doesn't let her heart lead enough. It's more likely that the problem is she doesn't know what the fuck she's doing. 

Niall Horan. Everyone has heard the name, but no one knows what is actually behind the name. No one but Cara Patterson. So you can imagine why he feels the need to show up on her doorstep and refuse to leave without her. Or maybe he's just a bit of a stalker? 

They're both a little bit fucked up, but hey, being unperfected is working perfectly for them right now.All Rights Reserved

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Titanium | Niall Horan by hazzapotter

Belle has always been the "innocent" one. While her brother Harry would be out partying, she'd be resting at home while reading a novel. Harry decides to take his younger sister out of her shell and ends up taking her to one of his favorite clubs. Everything changes when Belle crosses lines with a drunk and broken Niall Horan. He makes a big mistake. Even after what he did Belle can't seem to live without him. Barely any one approves of their relationship and many obstacles stand in their way. Will love itself be strong enough to keep their relationship from falling apart?

Disturbed Dawns //h.s by Justeen_96

Third Book in the Sleepless Nights Series Terra is in college now. She's trying to lead a normal life, far away from her hometown and those who tried to break her. But Harry is still on her mind and she is still on his. With a couple surprise visits and spontaneous dates Terra and Harry couldn't be more in love. There is only one thing that stands in the way. The world. She doesn't like the lights. He doesn't like the dark. With everyone breathing down their necks, Harry want's to come clean but Terra can't stand the attention. She see's the struggle with Louis' and Liam's girlfriends, and she doesn't want that kind of attention. If everyone knew about her dark past, if the paparazzi dug deep into her life well.. Terra doesn't want to be on the cover of every newspaper and magazine out there. Something this scandalous needs to be kept in the dark. She like's her privacy and with Harry.. She can't have that.. Harry loves her and Terra loves him, but will this relationship even work if Terra doesn't want to become public? Harry Styles Fanfic #1 Sleepless Nights #2 Restless Evenings #3 Disturbed Dawns

Broken Promises ✔ by UniquexGalaxies

!!!!!UNEDITED AND CRINGY AFF!!!!!! ______________ I take slow, unsure steps towards him and place my hands on his tense forearm and he softens at my touch. Only now could I hear the small sobs coming from him and it broke my heart even more listening to the pain and agony in his cries. His back was facing me but his body shook with his cries. "You h-hated me even if it was just for that split second and it hurts to know that I did that to myself because of myself. It h-hurt to hear you from the o-other side of that door, listening to you c-cry all because of me! I couldn't even comfort you because you hated me. I always fuck up and it still confuses me as to why you still choose to stay with me" he says and heaves in a breath "Because I love you Niall and I don't hate you. I don't think I ever will" ___________________________ Moving from another country was smooth for Sasha all because of that unmistakable person sitting beside her on the plane to her future Naturally, they both fell in love and things started getting complicated. Bullying, jealousy and trust issues try to break them apart but will they stay together. . Or will all those promises be broken? No copyright! This is an original idea of mine! But beware it might be a bit carroty since it's my first Enjoy! WARNING This story includes mature content - Previously named Foreign Exchange - [ SEQUEL 'AFTERMATH' IS UP !! ] Started: November 4 2016 Finished: August 21 2017

Please Don't Leave [n.h] // AU by _da_pimp_is_ere_x

February 20 2020, Harper's life gets turned upside down. She feels like she lost everything. Almost a year after the accident she meets a boy. A boy that would help her find herself again, more than she thought he would. Niall moves to London with his mum to start a new life. He wants to forget about his past in Ireland and live life the fullest in London. A few days after they moved he meets a girl. A girl that would help him accept his past and move forward, more than he thought she would. This story is entirely fictional !TW: violence, vulgar language, mentions of death! Highest ranking: #14 in niall #118 in nialljameshoran #2 in nialllovestory #17 in flicker #556 in 1d #253 in fanficromance :)

Imperfectly Perfect by Liya_Loves_1D

Nadia seemingly has a perfect life, a perfect job, and a perfect personality. She is highly imaginative and finds herself dreaming most of the time about things she can't have. Her attraction to the world of fiction is so intense and strong that she often forgets to see the line between it and reality. Falling for the wrong persons and falling very easily are two of her most susceptible traits; she cannot change no matter how hard she tries. Niall is a practical, living in the moment and funny guy. He doesn't think too much of the future, and is completely against planning every moment. Unlike Nadia, he actually has a perfect life, a perfect job and a perfect personality. He doesn't dream about things because he don't need to, they happen to him regardless. Nadia and Niall cross paths, completely against their wishes. She thinks he is irritable and heartless while he thinks she is boring and proud. Fate brings them together, and they utterly despise it - but it only takes time for them to realize what they actually want.

Difficult Love. by CaptainStyIes

The boys of One Direction get some time off. Harry, Louis, and Niall decide to stay in London, while Liam and Zayn are off staying in the United States. On a walk, Harry bumps into a girl named Bailey, they end up walking and talking, from that point on Harry begins to fall, but he suddenly becomes a bit shady and Bailey is beginning to question him, after growing quite curious. Meanwhile, Louis is starting to shun himself from public eye, this including his beloved girlfriend Kara. He won't tell anyone what's wrong, no matter how many times people ask him, so everyone begins to go quite curious over his situation. What is bugging him? Also, Niall is hiding something, and it's causing him to become very upset. What's he hiding? All of this will be explained and untold in, "Difficult Love." W A R N I N G: I do not own anybody mentioned in this story, and they were only mentioned for the purpose of the reader and author, me. This story is complete fiction and none of this is real. (Sadly.) This story contains boyxboy material if you do not agree with the fact of two males dating please fuck off. Sexual content is implied, but not mentioned. Thank you and enjoy!.

Always You •𝖫.𝖲• ✓ by eanwasfound

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Vindicated by chlox1d

I looked up at him, unsure of what just happened. I saw the blood glistening off of his gold H ring as he pushed my hair out of my face, scanning my eyes, making sure I was okay. "You should go back inside and find your friends. Go home and lock your doors." He said as he turned to walk away. "Wait!" I said weakly. He reached the end of the ally and turned around. "I don't even know your name." He paused, his eyes locking on mine before simply saying, "I'm Harry." then turning back around and disappearing into the night. WARNING: This book contains mature and adult themes, like violence, drug use, sexual assault, and other possibly triggering topics. Read at your own risk. - My twitter is @chlox1d, make sure you follow to stay updated! Happy reading :)

5 Leagues Above ➸ Larry Stylinson by soin1d

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