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This story contains all parts of the contradictions series. 
Selfishly Selfless:

Fresh out of a terrible mistake, Cara Patterson is hoping for a new start. Finally allowing herself to be completely selfish, she pursues her wild dream of living in London. Leaving everything and everyone she knows behind is quite lonely, but there's some pretty interesting people roaming London, especially at 3:00 am.

Unperfected Perfectly: 

Cara Patterson just can't stop fucking up. Maybe it's because she doesn't think things through. Maybe it's because she lets her heart lead her feet. Or maybe she doesn't let her heart lead enough. It's more likely that the problem is she doesn't know what the fuck she's doing. 

Niall Horan. Everyone has heard the name, but no one knows what is actually behind the name. No one but Cara Patterson. So you can imagine why he feels the need to show up on her doorstep and refuse to leave without her. Or maybe he's just a bit of a stalker? 

They're both a little bit fucked up, but hey, being unperfected is working perfectly for them right now.All Rights Reserved

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