Honestly I'm not writing this in hopes someone sees it or that it blows up, these are genuine letters to people who meant so much to me and who still do. But situations change and I had to make decisions that would change my life. These letters contain my genuine feelings and my deepest regrets. I don't care if this doesn't blow up or if someone sees it but if you do then okay, thank you. I just hope you find something you can relate to in these letters. But they're real. It's not a story. It's a traumatic period in my life. It's my reality