Would you please kill me?

Would you kill me please?
⚠️Tw. s*icude, sm*t, violence, ab*se, and substance ab*se⚠️

Dazai has always felt that there was no reason for him to live. He didn't hate living, but there wasn't anything exhilarating about it. He wanted something that would make his heart race and have him sweat profusely. The one thing he could think of was suicide. He always imagined a double suicide to be a beautiful sight. So he made it his goal to find a female partner who would accompany him with his suicide. He was set on dying until he met Asuka. She was beautiful, which meant she would be perfect to die with. But dazai soon began to realize there may be more to live for. Maybe even someone to live for.