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50 Reasons To Live.

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"Fifty. I'll give you fifty reasons and if it's not enough I'll push you off myself." he says as I dangle my leg from the ledge.

         "Fifty." 


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       After being stopped from committing felo de se by her high school King; Sebastian Vettel, she agreed to give him fifty days to convince her that life is worth living because she's sure he won't be able to.
           
          But then fifty days can change your life..All Rights Reserved

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"What are you doing?" "Don't-don't come any near. Or else I'll jump." "Well good for you but can you jump some other day? I wanted to jump today." Or where, two suisidal teenagers found solace in eachother, in the most uncanny way possible, changing the course of their lives. "You're the most depressed happy person I've ever seen you know." "Well, fake it till you make it I guess." What were they? 𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑀𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑇𝑜 𝐵𝑒. - Warnings: R-18 🥀

Too Bad So Sad ~ Chapters 1-16 Available To Read Now ~ by april_moon_

After I got dumped by the one guy I truly loved, my life crumbled. I was branded as a whore and I just crumbled as a whole. I messed up bad and I spent my whole summer in rehab for it. As soon as I got out of rehab and started school, I just wanted a quiet senior year. Apparently that's just not in the cards. ***WARNING: THIS STORY TALKS ABOUT SUICIDE, DRUG USE, AND OTHER THEMES/ TOPICS THAT MAY TRIGGER OR BE SENSITIVE TO SOME READERS. IF YOU DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE READING THIS, I ADVISE YOU TO STOP READING. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. ***

Promised Love - the stranger in my bed/Lewis Hamilton ff (English version) by Annpakki

Two destroying secrets. An agreement between two people. Sex. Just sex. That was what they wanted. A friendship with certain benefits. He helped her let go, to face her demons and forget that the past was already catching up with her. And then it was too late. He was there, the unknown curse of her past. Like a storm, he swept through her life, destroyed what was there and left nothing but a pile of shards. "None of them should have died, Clara. It's all your fault.."

Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE) by xHeatLifex

They had both been dealt enough tragedy in their short teenaged lives, more than anyone should ever have to endure. Will two self destructive teens coming together do more harm than good? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't know what came over me. The poor guy just asked if he could help and I went all 'crazy psycho bitch' on his ass. I couldn't breath. I needed water. I needed air. Fuck why was is it so hot in here. Was it the fact that the moment his hand left my skin I felt an unbearable need to feel his touch again or was it hearing him ask if I needed help that made me feel helpless and broken once again. I didn't know what it was but I felt like I was suffocating, like the jersey I was wearing was strangling every ounce of oxygen from body. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * This story had been reviewed recently. There are now added scenes and further edits - 2024 *

Cynical Souls by DramaQueenforreal

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"What are you doing?" "Don't-don't come any near. Or else I'll jump." "Well good for you but can you jump some other day? I wanted to jump today." Or where, two suisidal teenagers found solace in eachother, in the most uncanny way possible, changing the course of their lives. "You're the most depressed happy person I've ever seen you know." "Well, fake it till you make it I guess." What were they? 𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑀𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑇𝑜 𝐵𝑒. - Warnings: R-18 🥀