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Still You.
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Ongoing, First published Jan 13, 2021
This is story is just a fiction.

Why does it hurt so much? I just did my heart wants, and It just that I loved him more than my self. I'm trying to forget about him, about what he did to me, but I just found myself crying again. I fell too deeply to a man who don't deserve me. And I so stupid enough to love you after you broke me so many times.
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I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.