Hellsing's Holy Man (Hellsing X male reader)

F/n was a good person once. His family were god fearing and kind , he was raised to one day to take over his father's church . This wasn't in the cards , shortly after he was ordained the love of his life was snatched from him . Sending him into a bottle and rejecting his former beliefs, turning him into a cold individual . Once he has no where else to go and is being chased by something superhuman , will he ask for God's help or will he simply roll over and die .