sensations - ian curtis

I never knew he would come into my life and knock down all the barriers I have put up over the years, but he did, and he did ever so gently. I didn't know my life could mean something and change so drastically. He gave me a purpose, a reason to try, a reason to live in this miserable world.

Despite all those wonderful things, I still was a mess, and deep down, I knew it. I didn't want to face it, but after all the cards falling, I realized I had to face it