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Battling depression, together

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When Ash starts not showing up to class, Charlie, the bad boy, notices. 

what'll happen once Charlie asks around and find out where Ash lives.

Tw: depression, homophobic speech, suicidal thoughts, ptsd, anxiety, panic attacks, death, teen pregnancy, swearing and domestic violence. Please do not read this if any of these could trigger you. 

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story idea is mine but heavily influenced. not my art. my OC's. 

The city they live in doesn't actually exist but basically it's a city like New York but when you leave the city you go to the suburbs with the forest behind it and if when leaving the city you go more towards the water that's when you hit the rich suburbs and that's where Wester Sunset is. The lake is like a beach  and Wester Sunset is a hill that has a cliff that falls directly into the lake. In chapter 11 there's a map of this world. 

Not edited yet so there are plot holes but I'll fix them soon, sorry.All Rights Reserved

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